Thursday, April 16, 2009

Fat kids cant start fires

WARNING
if your TFCD be aware its llong
and full of complaining
i just posted cuz i felt bad because this was all empty
and this is one of the tings that happend that i keep thinking about


SSSoooooo
pretty much.. i love music
but i cant stand for long periods of time, and heat makes it worse
(longs story tell ya another time)
so im not too good at concerts
to got to an actual concert and not like the big ass show
i have to really like the band
there have only been two bands that important
Ludo, and Cobra Starship
well actually i have been to a my chemical romance concert ...
anyways
so pretty much i was so depressed when i found out that i missed cobra coming to Utah the first time
eventually the were coming again
I was so excited!
I saved up money and planned that day all around the concert

The day before
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i was so excited i couldn't show it
i dont know if you know what im talking about
but when something so awesome happens you don't even know how to act as excited as you are
the day before was Easter, it was ok but not the best, what made it great was knowing the net day i got to go

The day of the concert
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I go toget my phone fixed and the place is forever away and my AC is broken
we finaly get there ...... and its closed -_______-
drive back home getting HELLAH lost
and its soooo hot eventualy get home

so remember I'm going to this concert just for Cobra Starship .. and a little for metro station
the ticket was $36 not too much but more than ive ever payed
James texts me
James:"hey you don't have to give me a ride"
Me:"psh fine lol j/k"
James:"im not going"
(me irl O.O)
Me:"uh...what?"
James:"i don't feel good so im not going"
(me irl "WHAT?! you wait until the last day?! you better be on your f*ckin death bed!")
Me: "oh sad, who you givin your ticket to?"
James:"I dunno who ever can give me $36"
(Me irl XDD lolol rofl day of?! HAHAHA
Me: "lol good luck"
James: "yeah"

=_____________________=

concerts are not fun alone
and mah mums like
"alone? no"
so im frantically trying to find someone to go
worst case scenario, i would go anyways
i ask Dana buuut her phone refuses any texts from me unless the say "take that as a no" some where in them XD
no rlly
and Lydia only has $5
im freaking out on my innerds
out side i just don't look as happy as i usaly did
Zacy noticed, somehow she always does XD
so her and rick just kept encouraging me to smile
eventually its an hour before the concert and i ask jams "so who you gonna give it to if you dont get the money by 5:30 because after that theres no hope" (concert starts at 6:00)
he decides on Kaitlyn
at first im all "yes finally"
then i remember
Kaitlyn likes moshpits and moving through the crowd trying to get to the front (as most people do, i don't blame her for it XD)
but i cant so i prefer to just chill in the back for the most part (though i will get close once in a while) and dance with friends
so then im all
crap im gonna be alone anyways
then Dana gets the text that says "guess thats a no lol oh well talk to ya later"
Dana "wait what"
so then shes like "omg i wanna"
but she lost her money
so we decide that shell pay 5 then ill pay five so james will at least get some money
i call James and hes already told Kaitlyn she gets the ticket
shit
Phil, The life saver, gives Dana $25
im like "whatever ill pay 10 its cool
some how she convinces Whitty to go
sa-weet now i have 3 friends instead on ... none!
so i don't completely understand why they were late but i was like
whatever Cobra is a mainish band it will third if not second to last to play
we get there pay and all that fun stuff,
move towards the front
get bored go to the back and dance
get too cool and move to the middle of the crowd where we meet a random lesbian and all that junk
we talk, make a ticket stub a party blah blah blah
eventually i get to where i feel like imma pass out Dana an whitty offer their boobs as cushioning if i fall but i told them the would be the equivalent of falling out of a tree ... into quicksand
"At least keep yor self up for Cobra"
kay i will try my hardest! *determined face
Lesbian" "wait how long have you guys been here?"
Dana:"about ten minutes"
Lesbian:"oh really?. cuz you missed Cobra Starship, they were second to play"
Me O.O
Dana:"srsly?"
Lesbian:"yeah they were awesome"

O______________________________________O * / eye twitch *

kay my face, imagine the shows where the person feels dumb for being suspicious of their gf/bf and runs over to ask them to marrie them just to slam the door open, smiling super big and then seeing them dead
thats my best explanation of the expression
for the most part no matter how i feel i can keep a smile or at least not seem like my world just broke because i hate to bring a good mood down
I kept trying but i just couldn't even act very happy
i felt sooo bad for being like that =(
eventually Dana decided to take me outside
where we had some fun making a garnier fructice comercial
n stuff the i decided i could at least look at the merch
and i got a shirt that sys cobra starship and has a gameboy with a heart -^^-
Kaitlyn was awesome and lent me $5 because i didn't have enough =D
we went back outside and i realized ... i spent $71 for a shirt
the shirt its self was 25 but add the 36 for the ticket for someone i didn't get to see and the 10 so i could bring a friend and there ya go
sooo... i rolled down the hill to make my self eel better XD
worked a little
fall out boy started and i didn't wanna leave kait so whit and Dana went to listen and i sat outside with her
eventually i had to go pee
OH MY GOD IM SO GLAD I HAD TO GO PEE!!
we walk in im spacing and Kaitlyn's all "Its Gabe Saporta!!"
YAY!
we get in line and i explain that i was sad because i dint think they would be signing so i didn't bring my record and that i missed them singing )Kaitlyn adding in that they were the only reason i came)
we were sad together for a sec and took a pic,














Then i said we needed a happier pic so we posed ... and he fell, his body guard guy had to catch him XD



<---falling Gabe


<-- body guard guy lawl







he gave me another hug and it made me feel a little better
I had this urge to ask him if him and the rest wanted to go to laser tag
and i was tempted XD but deciding that them being in a band and all ... they were probably a little too busy, and probably didn't want to hang out with some random girl and her friends at laser tag in Utah ^^;;;
I was also gonna tell him to sing something sense i didn't get to hear it buuut the girls behind me looked like they might kill me and again .. the whole demanding thing from random people is something i am bad at
so i decided against it left and went to the bathroom
Dana and whitty came back out side and we hung out there for quite a while
and then
the E-tard XDD
omg he stumbles over and almost lights kait on fire like 7 timesXD
we tell him not to light things on fire and he goes off about something about skinny kids can light things on fire but fat kids cant XDD
then he saw the lightbulb i was pretending was a camp fire
(keep in mind ive been a sarcastic bitch to this guy the whole time)
"WOA!! WHAT IS THAT?!"
"that ... is a light, now say it with me LIIIIGGHHHT"
"You ... are . the biggest fucking bitch, .. what was your name agin"
(XD)
"BFB Biggest Fucking Bitch"
eventually he goes on mumbling about something then says something about us all trading e-mails
Dana: "Kay write this down, W-W-W dot Your Fucked Up"
XDD best thing ever, we made him go away by telling him if he didn't hurry the beer would be gone
we hung out some more then went to my house and had some drinks until my mom sent everyone home
*sigh*
thanks to everyone for making it as fun as it could be
sorry if i was a downer =______=

the next day the phone i went to get fixed ... gets shut in my car door
...
go
me



oh yeah here's a pic i got of the sunset during the concert